I don't even know where to start .
and i have noticed and compared how lazy am I want to update my blog posts lately .
where am i ? okey . hell going here .
lately . im a little bit depress .
depress on something that really fuckin that makes everybody obsess with it . but not me . --'
Where did all my joy go ?
Yeah sure , I have come to the conclusion that as you grow older , there sure are more obstacles to face .
But I forgot to stick to the quote I always used to go by ,
" Don't wait for the storm to pass , but learn how to dance in the rain ."
Everything seems to not go the way I want it to ,
I hate how everything is changing and how everything isn't changing .
finding my own strength back before giving out is something I should start with .
it's like I want to , but I can't . It's gonna hurt , it's gonna be a one of the biggest regrets I'll make this year . sorry for the grammar mistake stranger .
