im not ROBOT !

maaf ye ,

aku penad hari ni ,

non-stop class .

gyle lahh .

ingat otak aku ni robot ke ?

belajar je ,

tak de rehat .

marahh nehh .

aku cube ,

tapi tak buleh gak .

now , aku dah penad .

nak tito .

i need my beauty sleep :)

New Sem :)

okey , im done .

new semester here

semester five :)

* jadual kelas aku , kelas A :)

hee see , jumaat one class

but usrah and mentoringg ada

* with kak anis :) hehe

baru 1st day masuk kelas dah ade 3 assingment

peningg peningg

okey tu sahaje ,

bubbye ppl .

I don't even know where to start .

and i have noticed and compared how lazy am I want to update my blog posts lately .

where am i ? okey . hell going here .

lately . im a little bit depress .

depress on something that really fuckin that makes everybody obsess with it . but not me . --'

Where did all my joy go ?

Yeah sure , I have come to the conclusion that as you grow older , there sure are more obstacles to face .

But I forgot to stick to the quote I always used to go by ,

" Don't wait for the storm to pass , but learn how to dance in the rain ."

Everything seems to not go the way I want it to ,

I hate how everything is changing and how everything isn't changing .

finding my own strength back before giving out is something I should start with .

it's like I want to , but I can't . It's gonna hurt , it's gonna be a one of the biggest regrets I'll make this year . sorry for the grammar mistake stranger .

register Day !

siiuc kini sedangg mengajar para siswa dan siswi menjadi pelakon terhebat

HAHA tapi aku ? pelakonn palingg jahat .

* today eyna pakai green lah , cantik :)

conclusion here , please do make sure that you wore the tudung properly which is 60 in size or large size . extra large is okey too but then dont forget to wore socks ye :) hahaha .

okey , time ni aku pakai socks , so tak kena apa apa .

and the pokciks guard , thank you lah sebab another saman lagi aku dapat depan mak saya sendiri

ouhhh my life at campus full with saman statements .

police traffic pon tak macam ni

dari pkk going to cc ,

just for one click

padahal menatangg ni kat rumah pon boleh buad ,

penaddd lahh kehulu kehilir

sakit hati sangat dengan pengurusan mereka .

hishhhh naseb lagi setahun je :)

okey people

ini sahaja lah

goodbye

btw , saya dahh darjah lima lah

suke suke :)

ohh ramai tegur pasal berat badan saya , Hee ~
malu malu .

Contradiction .

At times , you just feel like locking yourself up .

Be cold-blooded and isolated yourself from the outside world .

Be arrogant and not care about whatever that is happening around you .

But we have to be realistic at times , to accept the fact that "this is truly what had happened".

You just have to face it . But I choose ignorant over facing reality =__='

Arghhh ! self contradiction .

I seriously do not know whats going on with my mind .

Sigh . Im going through some relationship issue which i choose not to elaborate here .

Okay . Azwan Salleh , You are still here deep inside my heart .

Urghhhh . Please tell me what should do .

Terima kasih , you have made me matured . Missing you Abang . I do and really do .

I can't concentrate on everything I do .

And I wish you were here , I miss You .

I just got to keep reminding myself that what is done is done .

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I'LL WAIT

Bukan provokasi tapi ini yang HATI mahukan :(

Gadis .
Aku gadis biasa seperti gadis gadis yang lain .
Punya hati dan perasaan untuk disenangi dan disayangi .
Kadang-kadang duniaku terpalit saat dusta nista sama .

Arggghh , pandai berkata-kata tapi aku tetap gadis biasa yang tak lari dari membuat silap .
Aku bukan siapa-siapa mahu menghukum kesilapan manusia .
Bukan provokasi tapi hati tetap mahukan kepuasan .

SI DIA ?
Ketawa dalam kepekatan .
Tak pernah aku burukkan tentang dia .
Biarlah hati menyimpan segalanya .

Perlu peluang yang terakhir berkali kali ?

Hakikatnya , aku gadis biasa sekali lagi .

Aku sama tiada kesempurnaan dan tak selayak mengharapkan sesuatu yang sempurna .

Ahhh , CINTA ? KEBAHAGIAAN ?
Bukan seperti gula mahupun gandum .
Malah ia bukan dapat disukat dan pastinya penimbang adalah berbeza antara insan lain .
Berkata sendirian :)

Lihat dan renungkan ,

Tiada dan tak akan pernah ada titik noktah untuk berbicara tentang hati ini lagi .
Kerana gadis dan awak-awak semua punya hati masing masing :)

Demi kebahagiaanku di masa depan , aku selalu berusaha untuk ikhlaskan masa lalu . Sesulit apa pun ujian dari Allah S.W.T , pasti kuperjuangkan ! INSYALLAH :)